A brain box, a dickhead and the light is getting brighter

I got a brain box this week from brain trust, it's full of brilliant information, a fantastic book and a packet of tea bags. It seems like a lovely gift that I could have done with months ago, the things you learn as time goes on. Thankyou though to the brain trust for this fabulous gift. I also saw today that my local bus company are supporting brain tumour research, it was the weirdest surprise to see posters all over the bus. The other passengers must have thought (again) what a lunatic I was taking photos of all of the posters, which are now on my facebook to raise more and more money for brain tumour research, it's startling to know that only 1% of money raised goes towards brain tumour research which also kills more than any other cancer to children and adults under 40. Startling and sad to me anyway. I want to do something to raise money for this so I am looking at a sponsored walk by myself, 150 miles in a month. Hmmmm that seems more than doable :)

I've had yet another PIP assessment this week, they apparently don't have enough information, I think it's more likely that the lady who came was too positive towards me and my claim, so I had the huge list again for my brother, every time we have to do this it bring me to tears as a reminder of how my life has changed and what I have to do every day to protect myself. On that note though I am proud of how far I have come and what I have to look forward to, I just don't wanted to be reminded every damn week!!!

So the battle starts again, I feel stronger and more in a position to take on the establishment that caused me so much distress at the beginning of this bloody PIP business. We finally got the reason why I had to have another assessment. The second assessment was such a huge difference to the first that they had to check it. I explained to the lady who did the third one that the reason of the difference was because the first assessment was by a horrible man who brought me to tears and a seizure and completely lied on his whole assessment. So where I had not accepted it but shelved the companies standard apology I am now ready to go to war. That made me miserable and frightened for a lot longer than I needed to be. So let the battle commence. My MP asked me what conclusion I wanted to see, obviously hung, drawn and quartered isn't really an option in the western world anymore, what about bringing back the witch drowning? or maybe even beheading????? No then a proper apology, all of his assessments to be evaluated and a full employment procedure, let the bastard know what it feels like to be thought of as I liar. Aaahhhhhhhh I feel better now and breathe :)

My final news for this week is that my light has been switched on and is beautifully bright. Not only am I starting up my hypnosis and meditation website and soon to start classes. I have been offered a job with a new apartment included. I am going back to the tourist industry, which I know, love and am really good at. It's staying in my home town, in a fabulous seaside location with a fabulous apartment. I will be able to do both businesses side by side. They say everything happens for a reason and it seems my tumours reason was to put me in a new direction, Amos has caused me hell but he has also taught me that life really is too short, quite often so are memories so I am making as many as I can. Dump the idiots who drag you down and stick to the people that lift you up, make you feel great, make you laugh. He gave me the time to study things I've wanted to do for years and complete them. Amos (Hmmmmm I can't believe I'm actually talking to my dead brain tumour!), thankyou for making me realise all these things, you are not invited back but thankyou all the same.

In all honesty, if you're reading this and fancy giving some meditation or hypnosis a try, message me and I will happily send you a free recording of what you would like.

Have a great week